Amparo Garay
Dear beloved brothers and friends, next you will read the expirenced that I had with God in the year of 1972, having the hope that if you do not know the Lord you can know Him today, and if you have already known Him, that your faith can be fortified.
In the book of Hebrews 13:8 we read to the glory of the Father, the glory of the Son, and the glory of the Holy Spirit: "Jesus Christ, is the same yesterday, today and forever".
Dear brothers, many persons assume that this glorious Gospel is simply for those that lives an immoral life, for those that are confined, for those that have vices or for those that are living a hell on earth. I don't deny that, the Lord came to reach those, of course, but this glorious Gospel that is synonym of the revelation of God Himself to men, but He also came to save those religious people that are lost inside their religion. And we can establish a difference between what is to be a religious person and what is to be a christian person. I was a religious one, my mother taught me how to be a religious person, we were 13 brothers and sisters, I was the youngest one, and my mom was also was taught to be religious, and she taught us to be religious so we could teach also our childrens to be religous and so on, like a chain.
But I was a bitter religious person, very religious, my head was full of religion, but my poor heart was emtpy of the truth. And who is that truth?, Jesus Himself said it: "I am the truth, I am the way, and I am the life, and nobody, nobody, noboy absolutly nobody will come to the Father but through Me". I was a religious person, oh yes I was, with so many titles, but I was bad-mannered, conceited, lier, unfair. And I thought that behind all my titles I could deceive God, and it was not so.
And we must establish a difference between what is to be a religious person and a christian person as I previously said, because a religous person can be anyone. If we go to the nearest bar, and we ask how many of you are a religious person?, to most of them that took the weekly income in their hands and didn't take food to their children but they waste the income there, with their friends, probably they would answer: "I am a religious one, and I beleive in God", maybe they are falling for the drunkenness. If we go to a jail, right now, and we ask: "how many of you are religious, how many of you believe in God?", I can assure you that those that have killed, robbed, outraged, and many more things for sure will answer, "I belive in God, I am a religious". Then, why is that happening to you?, why are you in that condition?. And is just that the religion is like a mirror, a mirror in which we see ourselves, all dishevelled, but the mirror can not fix us. But the christianity is so different!. But who is a christian?. Christian is the person that have taken his cross, have denied himself and have followed Jesus, that is the christian one. And it is not easy, of course not!, but who said it was going to be easy?, if the Scripture itself says that the Kingdom of God suffers violence and just those violent snatche it. And is not easy, of course is not! who said it was going to be easy?. The Lord Jesus said Himself "In the world you shall have affliction but be confident I have conquered the world" , glory to the Lord! !Aleluya!.
I got married to a very younger age, I was looking in the marriage the happiness because the religion could not give it to me, but dear brothers, the marriage without Christ is a hell, no matter that we have air conditioning, beautifull curtins, expensive carpets, a limousine in the garage, a good job, a good account in the bank, if Jesus Christ is not the honor guest in our house then the most important is missing.
When I was in month number 9 of my first pregnancy, I was attacked in the middle of my chest by a blister, that blister burst, and the liquid that came out from the blister made more blisters, that when those blisters burst they became a sore, that produced a terrible pain in my body.
When I went to the doctor and he saw me, he passed judment that I had the illness called: "Shingles", and here in Puerto Rico we known that illness as the "Black snake syndrome", a terrible tropical virus, very dangerous by the way.
When the doctor told me that, he said imediatly: "I can not give you any treatment, because the date for your labour is so close, that the treatment could affect your child. So go to your home and try to stay calm and be patient, and after you give birth, then can try to give you medication to thwart the illness, but midwhile I don't want to run so many risks". He gave me a little ointment and sent me home.
One of those nights I was in big pain, I felt that I could not take any more pain, and my neighbor that was as religious as me told me: "Amparito, go to the house of Mrs. so and so, because she is a quack, and she will cure you because she has cured a lot of people in the neighbourhood, yes she will cure you".
Why my neighbour did not told me that Jesus Christ was my healer??, Surely He has borne our sicknesses and carried our sorrows; yet we regarded Him as a stricken one, smitten of God, and afflicted. But He was pierced for our transgressions; He was bruised for our iniquities; the punishment which procured our peace fell upon Him, and with His stripes we are healed.
Why she didn't tell me about this? why??. Because the one that has nothing, can't either give anything. And I can not give to you something that I do not have, as well as you can not give to me something that you do not have. Imagine a blind person try to direct another blind person.
I went to the house of this old woman at 10:35 p.m she was on her way to bed, but I was so desperate with the pain that I put my clothes up to show her so she could see the problem that I was going through and I showed her my cheast and my back. She took me to her bed, she ran and found a bottle with purple ink and a hen's wing and some candles that she lighted up. And in the middle of some prayers, she took the ink and the wing and began to writte some words straight and backwards over that sore in my chest and over in the sore of my back, I was feeling a lot of pain, but that woman assured me that the same night those sores would begin to dry so I trusted her and believed what she said.She sent me home and that night was on of the worse night in my hole life! so much fever, so much desperation, so much anxiety, so much shiver, I could not sleep, dear brother I could not bear anymore that situation and that pain, when the next morning came I ran imediatly to the doctor that was on my case, and when that doctor looked at me, and I told me what I had done, he put his hands on his head and said:"And now less than never I dare to do something else for you, that hen's wing was dirty!, woman!, and it has transfered more infenctious bacteria to these sores!, in and this moment you are all infected!".
Brothers I felt like my flesh was rot over me, the doctor told me:" Go home woman, is just short time left, take it easy, don't get desperate, just wait".
I went back home, oh how long were those days, and so dark those nights. A 19th of October of 1972, around 7:35 p.m. I began to have the labour pains, then I ran to a doctor, and that doctor full of compasion and care sent me to the labour room, he wanted to help me with my labour at once, even if I was not supouse to have the baby in that hospital. Dear brothers hours came and hours went, and that baby just did not come out.
They had to tied up my hands and my feet because if the labour pains were big, even bigger were the pain and the itch for the sores in my chest and back.
"!Oh God please help me!!!" I cried out "My God help me!, MY God help me!! My God my God!!!!". But I just had known a crucified Christ without life, a dead God, a crucified Christ that needed more help from me than I needed from Him, all skinny, all pale, all thin, with so thin bones that a person could see from far, He had eyes and could not see me, He had ears and could not hear me, he had hands and could not touch me, what was going on with that Christ??.
But the salmist king David, in the Psalms 144:15 said once: "Blessed is the people which is in such a state! Blessed is the people whose God is the Lord!". The God that has eyes and see us, the God that has ears and can hear us, the God that has a mouth and speaks to us, the God that has life and gives us life in abundance!, glory to His Name! Aleluya!, thank you Lord!.
Dear brothers the hours passed and that doctor saw that the baby just did not want to go out, so with despair told me: "Amparito, we don't have time to send you to another hospital, I want to save you, help me!, please try to cooperate!". He got close to me and with his strong arms began to press my abdomen, and I felt that he was, hurting me the sores, but it was a matter of life or death, we had to save one of us two either me or the baby, after a while the baby was borned, I was feeling so much thirst, so much hot, so much pain, so much tiredness. When the baby was borned, I asked to the doctor with a very weak voice: "what is it doctor? what did I have". He looked at me and told me: "it is a girl and is alive".
Dear brothers it was a girl! and it was alive! alive! a girl!!, I have been wishing for a girl during all those 9 months, I had bought everything in pink cgirlolour, the name I had already choosen was a girl name, it was alive!!. "Show her to me doctor! I want to see her!". The doctor looked at me with sorrow and told me: "She was borned sick with the black snake syndrome". She was all purple in her body, dear brothers, and with her blode was the yellow type, when that doctor showed me that monster, I saw her beautifull like a flower, because she was my daughter.
And I shouted to the doctor: "Doctor, tell me how my little girl will able to bare this??? tell me how??!". He didn't have the answer for me.
Imediatly they began to help me , they took me to the recover room and they my girl was left in the other labour room. 9 days passed, 9 terrible days for me, so much pain, so much loneliness, so much bitterness, dear brother, and I didn't get any better, my abdomen swelled up, while the girl was borned she broke a vain inside me and I bled, I had fever, that black snake continued eatting my flesh and my antibodies had put down my all my strength.
Dear brother, one day, about 1:30 p.m. I began to call all the intersessors that I knew when I was a girl, and I knew them through my mother, but noone of them answered, two nurses ran to me , because I was shouting, and the nurses saw that I was really bad, they took my temperature and I was burning with fever and the bleed did not stop, those nurses ran to look for the doctor in turn, he came and began to make an examination in my body, and after a while he found that, when I had the baby the placenta had been broken in pieces and, it had passed 9 days and 9 night with that piece of placenta inside my young uterus, it got rot and stock to the wall of my uterus, and when it stock it become a malignant sore the infection was so big that I was already begging of a leukemi.
The doctor filled some papers and called an ambulance, they put a bag with salted liquid and vitamins in each arm. And sent me to the regional hospital in Caguas, I say the name of the hospital because the things of God have to be clear, glory to the Lord!. They sent me there, not because I was going to be healed, but for the hospital opened recently and had a sophisticated equiment, where they could perform blod transfusions, and I could be operated there, and they could do more for me there, but they could not heal me, they could not heal me because the medical sience haven't come so far in these kind of illnesses that destroy the lives of men. But what men haven't acomplished, God has accomplished!, and when men finish Jesus Christ begins!, and when men says no, Jesus says yes!, and when men sit down, Jesus has already stood up to begin His work!, and when men give the back, Jesus is infront of you to help you and to bless you and to raise you up! because with Christ there is nothing, there is nothing, there is nothing imposible!, aleluya!!.
Dear brothers they tried to find imediatly 8 blod donators, and the first blod I got my body rejected it, so they had to stop the transfusions for a moment.
Brothers, one morning, my father woke up with a stong desire to see me, I am her youngest daughter, he arrived very early to the hospital, but the guard did not let him in, but he waited until the guard was distracted and then my father ran to the elevator and come inside, and when my father went through that door of the room where I was in pain and sad, he told me: "My daughter, you look so good!". I knew that those word came from the heart of a loving father like my father, but I was feeling just terrible. In that moment arrive 2 surgeon doctors and 2 nurses, the surgeons isolated my father and the nurses reminded with me, they convinced my father to signs some papers to make a surgery on me that same morning, my father resigned to one thing or another, he signed the papers, when they came back they gave orders to take me to the surgery room , when they put me in that stretcher I was shaking and not because of cold, I was shaking because of fear. And why a religious person was shaking with fear?, yes I was full of fear, because I had been living the life giving my back to Jesus, yes I was shaking with fear because even if I knew straight and forward the storie of Jesus , the Jesus of that storie had I never known, yes I was shaking with fear, of course I was shaking with fear because I had been living in darkness and I was afraid for the future.
When they took me to the surgery room and those big doors opened they looked to me like an open mouth eating me slowly and when they put me in that surgery table I was shaking of fear, the anaesthetist did not want to put any anesthetic yet, the nurses were trying to confort me, I was thinking in my daughter that was so sick, I was also thinking about my self, how many things had been frustrated for me dear brother.
And suddenly I felt like a supernatural power came and got close to the place where I was laying, and when that supernatural power got to the place where I was, I began to pass for a kind of death throes, it was like a same hell, I was full of ansiety full of fear, so many questions came to my mind and I had no answer for them, oh how much desperation brothers!, that was terrible!, I tried to grasp that power, I tried to turn and see it!!, but I couldn't because it was intangible and invisible, but it was there. Suddenly I felt that supernatural power lay down over my body, and when that happened my heart stopped, and the pain was so terrible! that ran from the top of my head to my toetips!, and I felt how my blod coagulated in my blood system and I felt when my temples shook, and when my pupils dilated, my eyes turned back, my eyelids closed, my jaw fell, my cells died, my digestive system died, my muscles died, and everytime one of my organs stoped it was a terrible pain that shook all my weak body, my lungs got stocked and then I gave my last breath, my body shook and streched, the heat covered my body disapeared and I reminded completely cold and hard, and there had died Amparito Garay.
And when people talk about death, then appears many supermen and many wonderwomen, and saddly those are the ones that do not want to serve God at all, they ignore the call of the Lord, and they say: "I was borned today to die tomorrow, and that is why I dance, eat and drink and do all the things that I can do in my life because all that is what I will take with me when I die". Yes all that you will take with you, but not to heaven, blessed be the Lord.
Dear brothers, even when they have raised a lot of doctrines that deny the existence of the soul, there is a soul to save!, there is a soul to save!!, yes you have a soul to save!, of course you have a soul to save!!, and there is no food, and there is no drink, there is no drug, and there is no pleasure, and there is nothing that can satisfy the need of your soul, of course there is nothing than can satisfy the soul, because God created the soul so He can be the only one that can give that satisfaction, blessed be the Lord, of course there is a soul to save! , RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!, because you have a soul to save! . And there is no philosophy, and there is no religion in this world that can save your soul, but Jesus Christ our Lord!.
When the man stop and looks to the sky and recognize his sin and say to the Lord: "I have sined against the heaven and against You, I am not worthy to be called Your son!, I repeant now , please take me back in to your lap Lord".
I felt something began to came unstuck, and that is called THE SOUL, the place of all my feelings and emotions, and that soul when leave this body- that I would call box, dear brother, my soul began to shout and shout and shoutk and with every shout in made shake of pain, and my soul was covered by dark clouds, a very dense darkness. And my soul shouted stronger and stronger and stronger, and began to go up, and a few feet up I looked down into the surgery room, and then I saw a doctor giving electrical shocks in the area of my heart, very strong ones, one of the nurses took my pulse, but the doctor just declared me dead, there were moans in that surgery room, and the nurse closed my eyes, closed my mouth, took my arms and crossed them, then she went to the other room took a blanket and put it over me from my head to my toes. When my soul saw all those things wanted to go down!, to give life to my dead body, but couldn't do it!. My sould could not go down because when God says "no", there is noone that can say "yes", I couldn't go down because when God closes the door, there is noone that can open it, but when God say "yes" there is noone either than can say "no", and when God opens the door, who will dare to close it?. Dear brothers today the door is open, and the Lord is telling you "YES", His arms are wide open!, and no matter what is your sin, no matter how low you think you have come THE LORD LOVES YOU and He wants to save you!.
Dear borthers, my soul just could not go down, continued going up, what a sad trip, what a infernal trip, to die without Jesus is an eternal torment. Even if we have the first or the second or the third relgion, if we haven't crash with the unmovable and eternal ROCK, then we can say that we have lose our time miserably.
My sould passed through the first heaven, a heaven of dense clouds, and the passed through a second heaven of stars, and how immense is the universe, not Reagan, nor any other nation would be able to discover with all the spacecrafts that they send to the moon, one of them just exploded in the air by the way, they will never know the room of the universe of God, because there are millions of people that are dying on this Earth, midwhile those people are using so many millions of dolllars to send those spacecrafts to the space, midwhile on the Earth people is dying with hunger. Dear brothers, my soul went on up, and my soul could see the beggining of a third heaven, and when my soul arrive to that place, there was like a immense city, a beautifull city brothers, beautifull!, it looked like a fine pearl, and brothers that city shined!. Dear church! we are not serving the Lord in vain!, dear church we are not keeping the commandments and rules of the Lord in vain!, NO NO ; NO curch!, we are not to giving up right now!, because it is not in vain what we are doing for the Lord!!. We know where we are, and we know where we are going!, and there is a place prepared for the redeemed of God in Jesus Christ!! AMEN! ALELUYA!. Men and women that have been brave to give their backs to the world, that have been brave to give their backs to the sin, that have been brave to give their backs to empty and vain religions that the men of this times are offering, and we have embraced Christ, glory to His Name!!, Aleluya!, thank you Lord!, how many lift their hands! to worship the God of the heavens!?
My soul wanted to get close to the city but couldn't do it, no, the weight of the sin, and the dense darkness that were surrounding my soul, did not allowed my soul to give any more step forward. My soul looked to the right hand of that place, and when I saw to the right of that place there was like a huge anteroom, and there were creatures dressed in white, but a white dear brother, more shiny than the lamps that we know, and those creatures said: "Holy, Holy, Holy, Holy, Holy are thee Lord!".
My soul shouted to them!, but they could not see my soul or hear it, but my sould could hear them and see them!, I imagine today, that those were the souls of the people that die in Christ, that they are in that place waitting for the sky to be rolled like a scroll and that appears the majestic figure of the Son of God, to raise up His children, so we can be together with them to go the Wedding Supper of the Lamb, blessed be the Lord! Aleluya!.
Then my soul looked the center of that holy place, and that beautifull city, and my soul saw a door, such beautifull door, that no head of any human engineer could posibly imagine such a fine design for a door like that door that was looking at. And my soul wanted to get close to that door but just couldn't do it!, my soul couldn't do it!. That door was closed to my poor soul. That door was decorated with all kind of metals, beautifull stones that I even don't know on this earth!, through that door soon will come inside victorious the church of Jesus Christ!, a beautifull door for a beautifull people!, a unique door, for unique town!, a different door, aleluya!, for a different town!, because even if we have our feet on the ground of this earth, we do not belong to it!, our native country is a heavenly one!! Aleluya!!. How many can rise their hands to the heaven and glory the Name of the Lord!!.
From that door started to come a light, those flashing lightnings illuminated the firmament, and when my soul saw that light, my soul began to shout and said: "Lord! Lord! Lord!, is that you Lord!!??, is that you Lord!??". That light came out, and His words were like a hammer that breaks the rock, and that unique voice said to my soul: "Yes, I am the Lord". And my soul trembled like a drunk, because before the presence of the Lord the earth itself trembles, my soul said to the Lord, maybe like many of you have been saying to the Lord, my sould said to the Lord: "Lord, you have never look at me, Lord you have never looked at me!, you have never taken me in account". And that light came close to my soul on told me: "I have always looked at you, I have always looked at you, I have always taken you in account, my eyes have been upon you since the day that you was in the womb of your mother".
Oh brothers!, what a shame, oh brothers what a pain!, what a big feeling of guiltness felt my soul!, think that, when I was the size of a bean in the womb of my mother to the eyes of God I was already a beautifull creature!, think that when even my mother didn't know if I was a boy or a girl, the Lord had already decided my gender, think that when I did not love him yet He already loved me first!, think that if even I could not see Him, not even through my faith, He had already traspassed the walls of the womb of my mother to see me and to support me!, how big is the love of God!!, how many of you raise up your hands to heaven and give Him, glory , honor and praise!?.
My soul was full of shame and pain, I could not support the look of that light, the look full of compassion and love from that light. When my soul looked to the left side there was like a giant theatre screen, that began to show and reveal everything that has passed in my life over this earth, everything, all my good works were shown, but also all my bad works were shown, my soul did not want to see that, nor listen to it, my soul just did not want to be infront of that what I call "the judgment", my soul just wanted to disappear!, but it couldn't!. Because is not worthy to hide from mom, or from dad, or the husband, or wife, or from the pastor, or from the boss to do bad things, because where the eyes of men can not arrive, the eyes of God surely can. And there it was my soul, like in a ship in the middle of the sea about to drawn, but then appeared Jesus to take control and save my soul. Then that light came again and said to my soul: "look, look, look!". And when my soul looked, my soul could see a road, a very narrow road, with a very thin door, and a long the road there were stones of diferent sizes. And that light said to my soul: "Look, that is the road that I want my people to walk through, that is the way that I want my people to walk through, that is the way that I want YOU to walk". When He said "YOU", the weight of my sin, the afliction, the bitterness, the darkness that was around my sould, everything just disappeared, and my soul began to shout in praises, and my mind was changed to a state of innocence, into a state of holiness, and them my soul started to shout: "Holy!, Holy!, Holy!, Holy are thee oh Lord!!, praises to the Lord that lives and reigns for ever and ever!". Aleluya! for your mercy Jehova!, oh Holy Spirit thank you!!!, aleluya!!!
How big is the love of God!, I wouldn't have time to tell you about even the half of what I understood of the Love of God, the big love of God, there is no dictioinary, no encyclopedia, or laguage that could describe correctly in words how big is the Love that God has for us.
Many persons ask me:"sister Amparito, but how can it be possible, that you died without Christ, without the salvation of the soul, and that the Lord had mercy of you!, when it is in live when a person has to repent?". Yes, of course, that is written in this wonderfull Scriptures, this Holy register, and it says even more!, it says that if even and angel from heaven come down to preach a different Gospel than this one, such shall be called anathema, this means: cursed.
But dear brothers when I was a religous one, He stopped me on the way and described to me the Salvation's plan.
When I was studying in that school, it was a lot of young christians, but just christians inside the churches, in the school I never knew them as christians, they never revealed themselves as such, who gave me a track when I was in the hospital?, who went to preach me the Gospel or read me the Bible?, who revealed me the Redemption plan written in Genesis 3:15 and fulfills in John 3:16?, who put his hand on my forhead and read me Psalms 23 ?, who went to pray for me?, so much christian people...who went to tell me: Do not worry Jesus healed a lot of people, He is the same yesterday, today and forever and He can also heal you?, nobody!. In memory of that today I am working in the hospital where the Lord healed me and resurrected me. There I am in the volunteers brigade wroking with the patients, because when I was a patient my myself in that hospital nobody came to present me the Gospel of the glory, and this, brothers, have dismayed me so much, and confused me so much that I just had to go to that hospital to help the patients, and few others from the hospital staff that need some help or advise and pray. The administration doesn't pay me anything, but God pays much better than men do, aleluya!.
Dear brothers, Christ doesn't want anybody to perish, but that everyone comes to repentance, my thoughts are not His thoughts, nor my my ways His ways says the Scriptures. Dear brothers now is when I understand why when Jesus Christ was crucified, and there were two thiefs crucifed besides Him, Jesus said to one of them, surely I said unto you that today you will be with Me in paradise, now is when I understand that when His body was already in the grave, He was under the Earth preaching to the imprisoned spirits, in the depths of the hell, He bared in Himself the captivity, because is not the will of God that anyone perish. And midwhile many folds their arms before the challenge and the call of the Lord, we shall not stop without making the work of the Lord, the Lord will be with us, and He will reveal Himself to those who need His revelation. Aleluya!, glory to the Lord, He is love.
Dear brothers, what does it means that narrow path?, what does that means that tight road?, I deduce that road is path of the Gospel, that path of the christianity, the path of the religion is wide right?, it is wide!, you and me came out from there,we used to do what we thought was the best, and what we wanted to do:" I don't live with other people anyway, God knows that I am a weak person, He will forgive me when I confess my sins or when I feel sorry for my sins".
Dear brother there are a lot of people that get lost because of that attitude. The path of the christianity is narrow, examine the path where you are walking in, if it is a wide one, change it at once, go the narrow path, pass through the narrow gate.
Dear brother the christian path is narrow, it has flowers, roses, it has jasmins, it has gardenias, but there are also thorns in many flowers, and we can not ask the Lord to take away the thorns from the way, no!, but ask the Lord to make harder our feet so we can pass through that road and arrive in victory to the goal, blessed be the Lord!.
Dear brothers, aleluya, my soul got inside that narrow path, and when my soul arrive to the end of that road I saw a vast valley, so vast that the national territory of Puerto Rico looks little in compared to this valley, and that valley had flowers, flowers that men on this earth haven't been able to plant because it does not exists this kind on earth, and those colors were so shiny like light bulbs and that smell brothers, there is no perfume on earth that can compared with it. And when my soul came inside that place began to cut the flowers and make bouquets, and when I finished to make so many flower bouquets I asked then to the Light: "Lord, do you want me to do something with this flowers?", I was wishing to go throught that beautifull entrance door that I had left behind, the one that was close to my soul, I never knew what was behind that door. Today I can imagine that through that door there are those golden steets, and that crystal sea, but that Light denied to my soul to stay there. The Light told me: "Yes, I will bring you back and I will give you life so you can go and give it back to my people, I will give you life, so you can go and give it to my people".
Brothers my soul had developed such speed that the Columbia ferry seems slow compared with the speed that my soul reached from that Third heaven, my sould came down, and downer and downer and downer, and that light passed over my soul, and that light was in front and my soul was behind, the light was in front, the soul was behind, the Light was in front the soul was behind...the skies tells the glory of God , and the firmament announce the work of His hands, aleluya!, how many can rise the hands to God?
The Light came in front of the soul and lighted up the way where my soul had to pass through. Dear brothers, and my soul went down through each heaven and how different was my soul now than the moment when my soul was going up!, and my soul arrived to the building where it was my dead body in the way to the morgue. And that soul passed through the walls of that building with a extraordinary easiness, when Jesus comes for His church, no matter how thick the ruffs or walls can be, they will not be able to keep the resurrected bodies of the saints, because we will be transformed and raise up in glory to recive the Lord in the clouds!, aleluya!.
My soul passed throught that roofs and those walls, and I saw two person taking a dead body to the autopsy, my soul looked from above the hole scene, and dear brother, one young man told jockes to the other one, and both of them were laughing, and my souls was watching all that but...suddenly, my soul with my spiritual eyes could see through that sheet, and when I saw that under that sheet was my dead body then my soul began to laugh, not because of the jokes of the youngmen, but because of the mercy, the sovereignty, the compassion, the love, the goodness of a such wonderfull God.
And then my soul flung herself over my dead body, and when that soul crashed to that dead body, immediatly my heart began to beat and beat and beat and beat and my ears could hear the sound of my heart, do you know something brothers, God is so wise and perfect that He made the human ear deaf to the noise of the rest of the organs of the body, because each organ has a different sound and noises, if we would hear all those noises and sounds we would become crazy!.
My ears began to ear the noises of the organs, brothers my coagulated blod began to flow and flow and flow, and I felt when my dilated pupils were heal, and when my eyes came to their original place, my eyelids opened, my brain expanded, my jaw came to its right place by it self, and I felt clearly how my cells and my muscles were filled with life again, my intestinal system filled with life, my digestive system filled with life, every and each organ were filled with life, and there was life inside and there was life outside, but bigger than that life were the joy and the peace that the Christ of the glory gave to me!, blessed be the love of the Lord!, glory to His name!.
Dear brothes, my lungs breathe and breathe, I was still alive like a piece of wood and cold as the ice, and suddenly I felt how that divine power came close to my body, and when came close it did like this: shhhhhhhhhh, He blew, and my ears heard it,and when He blew, He warmed me inside and also outside.
Nobody said to me: "Praise Him! for He lives forever!, everything that breaths prise Jehova!". No, brothers, my mouth opened, and when my mouth opened shout out with all its forces : "Glory to God!!!! Aleluya!!!!!". Glory to His Name!, how many of you can praise the Lord with freedom now?, blessed is your love and your mercy!, blessed be You for ever!, because we are just in a waitting room before going to heaven, aleluya!, and if we not praise the Lord Him, how will we praise Him there!?, we have to begin here!, glory be given to the Lord!.
That sheet over my body did not stop me from praise the Lord, it didn't, of course it couldn't!, don't you ever nothing stops you from praising the Lord!, the world doesn't understand us: "But why her mother die, and I saw her singing in the cemetery!?, but why if he had a car accident went to the church with his bible under the arm singing praises!?, but why if he lost the job still continue going to the church?, is that people crazy!??, I can't understand them!". I don't care that you don't understand me, my insanity is God!, aleluya!, glory to the Lord!, oh, Holy is the Lord!, aleluya!.
Dear brothers, if I shouted loud, louder shouted they that were taking my body, they did not take the sheet from my body nor did they took the stretch to a safer place, brothers they pushed the stretcher to the right, and it took speed, and they ran to the left and shouted, and I praised, and they shouted and I praised, and they shouted and I praised, I held tight to the tubes in the sides of the bed in case I fall, because if I would fall and die then I had no way back!.
So I held very tight those tubes, and still under those sheets I was still cover with the power of the Holy Spirit, and shouting: "Oh, glory be given to the Lord!, glory be given to the Lord!, glory be given to the One that lives for ever!, blessed be your love and your goodness!, aleluya!". The bed hit the walk and stopped, and began to come many people, many people, many people!, a doctor came running and pulled the sheet and I opened my eyes big, and the doctor opened his eyes bigger and then I opened my bigger, and told to him: "Doctor! Christ did this!, I just have been with Him!, doctor! Jesus Christ did this!!, I just have been with Him!, He did it! He did it! He did it!, yes! I just have been with Him! , He did it!!!!". Glory to His name!, blessed be the name of the Lord! aleluya!.
They took me to the tests room, and I just could not be quiet, they could get tired, but I could not get tired of talking, I could not be quiet, I was all the time: Glory to God! Aleluya! just like I never have said it before on this earth. Yes brothers, the hours passed, they made me tests, in my brain, x-rays, and all kind of tests, I do not know all of the names because I don't know nothing about medicine. Brothers when the hours passed, the doctors with their own mouths had to said it, because that day didn't had to make the surgery, cause my heart stopped there in the surgery room, but what happened?, that the Lord glorified Himself, when the made the tests they found in my body a totally brand new uterus, my ovaris where bran new, my blod was totaly clean, the vain that the baby broke when she was borned it was totaly new, and in my chest where I had had the black snake sores, was totaly new and bran new skin, no patches no mends, because my Lord is not a God of patches or mends, what He does He does it good, what He begins He finishes, what He makes, makes it complete, What He makes, makes it with love! for his children! aleluya!
Dear brothes it appeared a surgery, such a surgery that there is no artist in Hollywood that could get a better and nicer surgery as the one that I have in my chest and in my back, I can show it to the sisters, in the office or in some place, this is because sometimes they don't beleive and they like to see, so you can see the place where once in my life passed a black snake virus and ate my flesh and left such holes that I could put inside the top of my fingers in each hole, those are the works of the Lord, aleluya!.
Dear brothers they sent me to the observation room, but they got tired to observe me, then they discharged me, and it happened many things that I don't have the time to tell them all. Next time you can invite me for a wakefulness, glory to the Lord.
Dear brothers they discharged me and I went at once to look for my daughter, the doctor that had sent me to die and saw me when I went through that door, got almost in shock, and I began to tell him about things that I still did not understood, because I did not clearly understood what had happened to me, you see? God had revealed Himself to a piece of clay without any form, I did not know anything from the Bible, nothing!, in my house there was no bible to finish this fast, so I did not understand nothing of this, what is more, I was loosing my mind, so you can imagine, but God is so great and big that He used my pastor, then he guided me through a deliverance pray, I become free, and the Lord began to reveal everything to me, He began to show me what was first and what was after, he organized everything , all this that I am telling to you, so I can tell it to you and to others. And I want to tell you brothers that, the doctor without understanding what he was hearing from me, but he understood what he saw on my body, he took me to the other hospital where my daugther was and then with a trembling voice and all white in his face told me: "Amparito, when I came to check your daugther, to send her to a place to give her treatments to her skin and to give her blod transfusions, your daughter suddenly appeared healhty and healed! and I just could not explain myself what was going on". Glory to God!. They discharged my little girl, brothers, and I went and looked for a church and I was converted to the Lord, aleluya!, yes, a church where I could converted to the Lord and a pastor that preach the truth to me, all the religious people, my family and friends left me. But the Bible tells me that if my mother and my father would leave me, God will take me!, aleluya!
Dear brothers, when all that happened, my husband was lost, he had left our home, he was in the "Show of the twelve" , in the channel 2 of Telemundo, there he was with very nice clothes, but full of vices and lost, people said there was no hope for him. But once day, aleluya, came his boss who was a christian, then he invited my husband to a sermon in a united methodist church in the Naranjo district in Comerio, and there he went, ok I will go there so this man just leave me alone, he thought, but he did not know that the Holy Ghost was ready with a lasso to catch him, when they make the call in the altar, he has been taken in such a way by Jesus and the Holy Spirit! they gave him a sentenced for life imprisonment in the arms of Jesus Christ!, aleluya!. He came back home converted and meek, just as it was the Lord who had made the change and touched him, glory to God!, and we have linked our lives to tell this world that has no joy, that has no hope, that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday , today and forever, that there is still a choice, that the world is sick but there is Someone who wants to heal it!, that this world is fallen but there is One that wants to raise it up!, that the world is sad, but there is One that wants to give it joy!, and this One is Christ!. In Hebrews 3:8 that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday today and tomorrow. And that from a big God, brothers, we can expect big things! . GOD BLESS YOU!